I figured it out!
I finally figured it out!
I have actually been on the verge of figuring this out for a while now.
But the proper, complete explanation came to me today.
The reason I haven’t been blogging as much as I used to, once upon a time.
I have been worrying about it for a long time.
I made a list of all possible reasons, by comparing my past self with my present self as well as the circumstances of the past with the present ones.
Somehow I just couldn’t put my finger on it.
So when I started this blog I was not yet 17. I was so young, I had figured everything out.
Now I am older, I no longer have the luxury of knowing everything.
I had so many opinions back then!
Now I know nothing.
I do not know who I am, I do not know one thing from another.
I do not have an opinion on any topic. I am trying to figure it all out.
I recently happened to read a couple of my old posts, and I thought to myself, Wow! This kid is so confident! She is so opinionated.
She also had this thing going on, where she could very easily state, “This is me. This is the kind of person I am, these are the things I like, these other things I definitely do not like. This is never going to change.”
Now I’m just sitting here like, “Wow”
Now I am in a place in my life where I haven’t formed an opinion on the cheesy fries from Burger King!
(I don’t know man! The first time I was really excited to try them out but I didn’t like them very much, the next time when a friend was having them I had a few and I thought ‘Hey not so bad huh?’
The time after that I didn’t wanna risk not liking them so I said ‘Let’s buy regular ones’, but somebody in the group wanted to taste these so I was like ‘Sure!’
Then I ate like half of them.
I am yet to go to Burger King again, and now I realise that I need to have a stand on this situation and the pressure is too much and I don’t know what to do)
It’s a good thing to have your beliefs shaken every once in a while, but you can’t go your life not being on either side of issues. You cannot have a permanently neutral stand on things.
But currently I’m so confused.
I thought of things to write about everyday when I started the blog, I’d be travelling, I’d see something and then blog about it, with my thoughts on the topic. Lately I don’t have any thoughts whatsoever.
I don’t write anymore because the blog was started to write about my thoughts and opinions and I DON’T HAVE ANY THOUGHTS OR OPINIONS ANYMORE!
So, for one thing, I need to start having thoughts and opinions, if only for the sake of my blog, but this could take a while.
In the meantime I should also think of something else to blog about.
You are totally welcome to comment below and tell me if you’d like me to blog about something. You don’t have to, but if you have any ideas, go on.
I’m also trying to figure things out.
I could maybe help figure them out on the blog. Not interesting for you?
Don’t worry, I’ll only post here if it’s interesting.
Many of the things could also be personal things I might not wanna write down, here on the blog.
Haha let’s see how this goes!
I do still have a few ideas to write about from before that I had written down somewhere and totally forgotten, so maybe I’ll work on those.
(And if all else fails, there’s always fangirling- because that’s here to stay)
Meanwhile, I also have a teeny-tiny announcement to make, and I’ll do it the next time I write, I guess!
So all of this should last us until I figure out the mess.
Wish me luck! 😀